You may know my name. Possibleng nakakausap din kita. You may call me your friend. But are you sure you know me?

Mahilig akong tumawa. Grabe ako ma depress. Nangttrip ako pag gusto ko. Nagmamahal ako ng totoo. I ♥ love. I don't give up that easy and I love unconditionally. Madali akong maapektuhan ng kahit maliliit na bagay lang. Fragile much? Maybe. Paranoid ako paminsan. Oo na sige palagi. Ayoko kasi ng taguan, I want an open and honest relationship. I hate plastikan kasi ang hirap kaya. Nakakasunog. Mas mabuti pang wag mo na lang siyang kausapin. HAHA. Speechless ako paminsan kaya quiet lang ako. I appreciate silence so much. Kaya kahit magalit ka sakin, tahimik pa din ako. LOL. Kahit na saktan mo ko, mahal pa rin kita at the end of the day. I love to forgive others kahit na gaano kasama yung ginawa niya sakin. I may be mean at times pero gustong gusto ko lang mang bully at mangasar. HAHA. Pero pag mageexpress naman ng feelings, madali akong maiyak kasi ang hirap pigilin eh baka magexplode ako. HAHA. I have few friends whom I value so much kasi hindi ka na makaka kita ng mga katulad nila sa mental hospital eh. Iba na ang panahon ngayon. Madrama ako paminsan. Emo? HAHA. Medyo. Ang saya kaya maging emo. HAHA. Pero atleast naeexpress ko sa mga taong mahal ko kung gano ko sila ka love diba? Ayoko nung kung kelan ako mamamatay tska ko maeexpress sakanila yung love ko. Most of all, I believe in FOREVER in YOU. Oo na lang. HAHA:))

My Memorable 18th Birthday: From My Loving Family

When I was turning 18 my family told me, "kesa mag bonggang birthday ka pumunta ka na lang sa America atleast makikita mo pa mga pamangkin mo tska si Ate". My older sister, Jane, lived there for 6 years now. So ayun, I was supposed to travel alone but I'm scared of heights and airplanes so I begged them to let my mom accompany me. Aside from being nervous, I was so excited and imagined things that could happen. Here are some of our pictures:

Our arrival in LAX. The guy at my left is my nephew, Kyle.

A tear dropped when I saw them. I feel so speechless and happy. Besides, it's my first time to see my younger nephew since he was born.

I love everything I see the moment I stepped out of the airport. It was so cold.

When we reached their house, I unpacked my things tapos pumunta ako sa sala at nakipaglaro sa pamangkin ko. Sobrang cute na cute ako sakanya. He was fluently speaking english but can understand some tagalog hanggang sa pinatulog na siya. Hindi ako makatulog noon so sinabi nila na magcomputer muna ako. Nagcomputer ako hanggang umaga. HAHA.

The next day. All of them left the house except for me and my mom. Kasi may work sila Ate tska yung asawa nia tapos may pasok naman mga pamangkin ko. We were bored kaya nagdecide kami na mag jogging. Naglibot kami sa community. It was so different compared dito. Nakakapanibago but it was nice kasi nakalimutan ko lahat ng problema ko sa sobrang enjoy doon. Malapit lang din sila sa iilang shop, restaurants at sa Target (grocery store).

Pumunta kami sa. . .

Downtown Disney

Disneyland

Sea World

Universal Studio

Redondo Beach

Newport Beach

Las Vegas

Los Angeles Cathedral

California Adventure

Aside from all this pictures, my most favorite of all is this one. . .

I Love them so much.

I miss miss everyone. We cried before I went inside the waiting area and I can't stop crying until I was in the airplane. I REALLY HATE GOODBYES. :( I don't even want to leave.

But I need to go back to finish college. :)

My X-boyfriend's Sister

We have known each other for seven years. Her name is Pam. We met at Magis Academy when I was in 1st year high school. We were so close. I remember the days when I used to feed her like a baby while she was sitting in my lap. She slept at our house the whole vacation and I felt that I was given a sister I never had. 1 day, I was shocked to find out that they have to move to Ireland because their mother was given the opportunity to work there. I was in second year that time. Her brother broke up with me because he doesn't believe in long distance relationship. They last visit the Philippines when I was in 1st year college and now, they're back and she's all grown up but sadly, they will be leaving this August 14, 2010 and will be visiting again after 5 years. I'll surely miss her again.